Marty Life at Ponderosa

Marty becomes the second jury member as he is voted off the island and sent to Ponderosa

<Marty is voted out>

Marty: Tonight is huge, and if I'd gotten over tonight, I think we would have had a good shot at the next 2 Tribals, and I think it would have gone all the way. I had a great shot at final 3. Tonight got the better of me.

<voiceover of Marty going "dammit, dammit">

Marty (in the car): I was one of the only smart people out there. We were starting to get to the smart people now. Ugh, what a bummer. When you start getting that good it will catch the attention of somebody. I just didn't think it was going to be now. But...(takes a swig of water)

Marty (solo): Getting voted off is like being in a car wreck. You're getting pulled out of the wreckage, and you're in shock, and you're trying to figure out what just happened, where am I. But thank God I made jury.

<Marty lost 22 pounds and hopes he can keep it off>

Marty (going into Ponderosa): Oooeee, Alina! (they hug)

Alina: You smell.

Marty: I'm so sorry. (takes the glass of wine Alina has waiting for him) I'm so glad you're here.

Alina: I know. Me too.

Marty: What a bummer. It thisclose. It was Brenda. Had to have been.

Alina: I looked right over at Dan, and he was like (makes shocked face). He knew...(something)

Marty: I expected 2 or 3 with my name on it, then I expected a few with NaOnka, and I then I expected boom it was just gonna all rain Jane. (cocks his head)

Alina: Blindside.

Marty: It was the plan of all time that would have taken us to the final 2 or 3. (as they sit at the table Marty continues to talk)

Marty (solo): There was no way I could have played the idol differently than I did in this game. I had to give it up to those guys. If I didn't give it up it would have only bought me one more cycle and I was out. If I thought there was any risk last night, if any of those guys had given any indication I was going home, I'm sure I could have leaned across and just asked Sash for the idol and it would have been given to me and I could have played it last night.

<their meal is served>

Marty: I played a straight-up game. I never lied to anybody. I never double-crossed anybody.

Marty (solo): I loved the way I played the game. I wouldn't change anything about it. I made one bad move. I loved the way I played the game.

Marty: The worse my game would have gotten, I was getting so sick and tired of Jane bringing fish in.

Alina (solo): I definitely had to bite my tongue, cos Jane is a bad-ass.

Marty: (mocks Jane bringing fish in) Everybody else was saying the same thing. Like, enough already.

Alina: Aw, I love Jane.

Alina (solo): At the same time, I keep telling myself, "OK, don't let it get to you." I don't want to let it get to me. I had to really control myself tonight. I felt like I was back in the game. In the game, I had to control myself so much. Here at Ponderosa, I thought you could do what you want, but no, I had to go back into the game and control myself again and keep myself from just getting crazy on Marty.

<still at dinner, closeup of Alina looking annoyed as Marty talks>

Marty: Today, it just dawned on me how I could make it really easy. I thought it was going to be a bunch of power plays to get to the final 3, it was going to be really messy and chaotic, and I was hoping to stay somewhere in the mix. But then today, the whole plan gelled for me so easily.

Alina: How good is food?

Marty: It's not as good as being in the game.

Alina: It's like what Jeff said tonight.

Marty: Yeah, I've thought about that many times.

Alina: Kelly Purple looked right at me like she was gonna eat me alive. She was so jealous, because I had showered and eaten. Jeff was like, 'Alina, would you give it up?' Yes. I'd give up everything I'd eaten since day 1 to be back in the game.

<Marty looks at his reflection, and says he looks like a demented Robinson Crusoe fugitive>

Marty (solo): It's almost like you don't know who you're looking at. I'm mesmerized by myself, because you become disattached in so many ways, you lose sight of who you are. You're playing a game that changes you and makes you adapt and makes you be a different person.

Marty: Wow. (strokes beard) No wonder they wanted to vote me off. (Alina and someone offcamera laugh) I'd vote me off. We were like one more day, then it's just two weeks. I was like wow, I'm close to maybe running this thing. It was such a great plan. Such a good plan.

Alina (solo): Marty is who he is, and he's not somebody I would love to hang out with. (rolls eyes) It's nice to have company, but at the same time, he definitely irritates me as much as  I thought he was going to. It could be interesting about Ponderosa. I thought it was going to be a happy vacation, but I think I was wrong.

<Marty goes into his room and lays down>

Marty: Sleeping tonight is going to be unusual because I'm sure my body is not going to know what to do with feeling like normal again because it's been so abnormal for 3 weeks of torture and hell.

Marty (solo): This game will have second only to my children and family the most profound effect on my life moving forward. It is by far the hardest, most arduous, intense thing I have ever done in my life.



Alina and Marty explore a marketplace in Nicaragua

<at the breakfast table>

Marty: I knew today would be 2 weeks to go. It was 2 weeks and then it was all downhill. All you've gotta do is coast to the finish line.

Alina: Right. I know this game is about who is useful to who, but there's people out there who don't deserve, you could say don't deserve to be there longer than me, and it drives me crazy.

<Marty goes to his room, marveling at having his stuff again, and shaves, admiring his reflection>

Alina (strips down to her bathing suit): Another day laying by the pool at Ponderosa. Even if I've got a belly. (pats stomach) So cool. My sister would probably cry if she saw this. I love sitting out here.

<Marty and Alina sit down for barbecue>

Marty: I wonder how much weight I'll put back on in the next week. You think 10 pounds, maybe? (she agrees)

<they eat; later they go to get treemail>

Alina: We still get to get treemail. It's a nice feeling. It would have been lonely for us to go down there and have something to do and check the treemail.

Marty: (reading) For the jury of two, enjoy the day. Rivas is where you'll get away.

<they get in the car to go to see the marketplace; they marvel at seeing "the real world", cars, pavement> 

Alina (solo): We loved the Rivas taxi. It was so cool. They had tiny little seats, and a bar to keep you safe. Then there's this guy right behind you, riding a little bike, and you've got this overhang hanging over you. Me and Marty sat in there, and it took us all around the courtyard. It was so fun. It was such a simple thing, but it was really cool. We felt so special, like he was driving us around.

<after the ride ends, they go to the marketplace>

Marty (looking at bananas): Imagine if we had this where we were. We'd be living large.

Alina: This would be a cool reward, if they brought them here and told them, 'Pick out what you want.'

<Marty points at a horse-driven car driving by>

Marty (pointing at a bathroom): I wish we'd had one of those where we were.

<they continue looking around>

Marty: It feels like we're slowly getting back to civilization. We're not quite there, but it's way a step up from where we just came from. It's very cool.

Alina: This is so cool. It's nice to get out and see society but not full-on society. Living on a beach in Nicaragua is not like seeing Nicaragua. This is really cool.

Alina (solo): Walking through the marketplace was awesome for me. You've got all these vendors looking at us like we're aliens, like, 'Whoa, what are [you] doing in the middle of [our] marketplace.' It was the perfect place. Marty was like, 'I just want to go to a restaurant we're not gonna get sick at. I don't want anything sketchy.' I get that, but dude, we're in Nicaragua. Most of the places are probably going to look sketchy to us, because we're not used to things like that. Then we ended up being at Gran Diamonde, and it ended up being a totally not sketchy place. Nobody got sick.

<they clink glasses>

Marty: Cheers.

Alina: I like it. It's like a Bloody Mary margarita beer. That's what it tastes like.

Marty: Yeah, cause of the lime.

<they are in awe of the food>

Alina (solo): And it was so authentic, authentic Nicaragua. You got to see how they live here, and what you have at home. People are just as happy here. It's so cool.



Alina and Marty relax by the pool and enjoy dessert before going to tribal council

Marty: Putting together a little apple pie and ice cream for Alina. She didn't know it was here.

<Alina fixes her dessert, pours syrup on top, and digs in>

Alina: I guarantee everyone is sitting around camp, talking about food. Apple pie has a whole new meaning.

<Alina and Marty are at the pool>

Marty (solo): Floating. Catching some rays. Gonna try to get home nice and tan. Don't want to lose the Survivor tan I worked on while I was in-game. Now I'm getting post-game sun.

Alina (solo): It's kind of hard being here, enjoying all this stuff, and then knowing there's a 1-in-10 shot for a million dollars that I'm not included in. Everything I've enjoyed here I would give it up and then some, to get out there again.

<Alina and Marty go to get treemail>

Alina: Oh, it's a flag. The banner of Ponderosa, for you to raise high. Oh, it's the two together.

Marty: Swords of Espada and La Flor, as we welcome a new joint member into the fold of the jury tonight.

<they raise the flag>

Alina (solo): It feels like we're officially at Ponderosa now. We officially made this our home.

Alina: Very appropriate that an Espada member and a La Flor member put that up.

Marty: That's true. I didn't think about that.

<Alina is ironing>

Alina: We're getting ready for our second Tribal. My second Tribal, Marty's first. I'm excited to find out who's gonna join us tonight.

<they get in the van>

Alina (solo): Going to Tribal is bittersweet, because you're excited to get back in the game, but it sucks to get back in the game and know you're not fully in the game. You want to get back in the game. You want to be on the other side and be grungy and smell like <expletive>. You want that. It's a funny feeling. You're sitting there and you're feeling clean and you're fed well and everybody's looking at you like you're jealous, but you're looking at them like, 'I'm so jealous of you guys.'

<they are introduced at TC>